What ifs.

This evening I was watching NCIS because that show is simply amazing. Well anyway it got me thinking about the U.S. Marine Corp. You see not many people know this, actually one person may know this and that is it, Chase. However, I doubt he remembers me even talking about it because we were rather young. But digress, I used to want to be in the marines, like really wanted to join the marines. In high school I wanted to do two things become a teacher or join the marines. Hell I still want to join the marines but I really love teaching.

Keeping that in mind I will get back to NCIS. I just watched the episode where Ernie Yolst claims he killed a man in WWII. He was wearing the medal of honor. It's an amazing episode, watch it. But anyway I was watching it and I started to think what if I decided to be a marine? Things would be way different I wouldn't know the people I do know. I wouldn't be in this place right now, graduating with a Bachelor of Science in Elementary Education. I would either be dead or wearing a uniform right now protecting this amazing country I live in.

Hell, if I still so choose I could join the marines but right now thats not where my life is headed. I am happy where I am, a little stressed right now, and look forward to waking up in the morning. But at least once a month I think what if i decided to be a marine? Then I think hell there is still time in my life I could join right now.

Anyway the point of all of that, because it's certainly not clear, was to let you in on what goes on with me that I don't actually tell anyone. I am actually really interested in the marines, I am sure the people I live with, mom dad and bill, don't even know that about me. There are things I don't tell Emma, and she knows the most about me out of everyone I know. I write this to let you all in on somethings I think about.

Now that's out of the way, I want to tell you I left a Tulip with Stem in Five Guys and here it is.